Friday, January 18, 2013

Fear is a mind killer big brother...


            Emotions play an important part in our daily lives. Fear is one such emotion that is pre-programmed into all animals and people as an instinctual response to potential danger. As for what is fear biologically dialogue, when a person experiences fear, certain areas of their brain such as the “amygdale” and the “hypothalamus” are immediately activated and appear to control the first physical response to fear. Chemicals such as adrenaline and the stress hormone “cortisol” are released into the blood stream causing certain bodily reactions such as rapid heart rate, increased blood pressure, tightening of muscles, Sharpened or redirected senses, dilation of the pupils, increased sweating. People who have experienced this will often remember the moment when action took place and how time seemed to slow down mentally. They knew exactly what to do without consciously thinking about it, they had great strength. Researchers say some have even been able to lift a car to save their trapped child and they felt no pain. All these are protective mechanisms to increase our chances of survival.
While it is important to be aware of potential and real threats, it is just as important to react correctly to them. For most of us, our initial alarm response subsides as soon as we realize that there is no actual threat or danger. However, this is not always the case. There are many people for whom fear becomes maladaptive, as they struggle with anxiety, phobias and panic attacks. Children are also at risk of overactive fear, as they are not always able to rationalize fears that are unrealistic or unfounded. Children experiencing fears and phobias feel very real threats and parents often have difficulty consoling or reassuring their child that there is actually nothing to fear. Childhood anxiety can have a negative impact on their healthy development and may influence them to bigger problems in later life. Thus meaning “Fear” has its positives and negatives.
Fear is an emotional response to a perceived threat. It is a basic survival mechanism occurring in response to a specific stimulus, such aspain or the threat of danger. Some psychologists such as John B. Watson, Robert Plutchik, and Paul Ekman have suggested that fear is one of a small set of basic or innate emotions. This set also includes such emotions as joy, sadness, and anger. Fear should be distinguished from the related emotional state of anxiety, which typically occurs without any external threat.

Additionally, fear is related to the specific behaviors of escape and avoidance, whereas anxiety is the result of threats which are perceived to be uncontrollable or unavoidable. Worth noting is that fear almost always relates to future events, such as worsening of a situation, or continuation of a situation that is unacceptable. Fear could also be an instant reaction, to something presently happening.
 Fear is not always adaptive. A small amount of fear before an important speech serves a purpose. This purpose is to encourage you to focus on your topic and avoid making a fool of yourself by making simple little mistakes. This is one of the types of fear that can be useful to sharpen our minds. However, some types of fear that are excessive can become crippling, or even make you feel like escaping when it is not appropriate to do so. When fear gets out of control, or when we fear something that cannot actually harm us, it can escalate to a point where it effects our daily functioning. Fear is no longer adaptive if we find we are constantly afraid of events that haven’t happened yet. Future orientated fear is known as anxiety. While fear happens at the moment danger arises, anxiety is characterized by apprehension because we don’t know what’s going to happen next, and we cannot control upcoming events. Experiencing an alarm response when there is in fact nothing to be afraid of is known as panic. Many people are familiar with this type of fear and it is often accompanied by a phobia. There are numerous causes of fear. Some are better known than others such as fear of flying or Aviophobia, or fear of spiders, which is Arachnophobia, and fear of confined spaces by which is also called Claustrophobia. Others types of fear not so well known are fear of mirror Catoptrophobia, and fear of hair-Chaetophobia. Fear of being tickled by feathers Pteronophobia, and Papyrophobia or fear of paper are yet other not so well known causes of fear. Still new causes of fear are being diagnosed.  Panic is an immediate physical response to unrealistic and irrational fears. This can have a huge affect on both your emotional and physical well-being – as well as your ability to reach your full potential.
Fear can affect a lot of things. Fear can affect things such as the way people go about their daily lives, the way they react to certain things, and also their state of mind. Fear can also affect someone’s performance. Fear can also persuade you to set easier goals and do less than your are capable of, by which sets your performance level at an all time “low”. Fear can trigger internal defense systems and fools people into thinking that you have perfectly good reasons not to change. The fear of failure or disappointment reduces the number of available alternatives and keeps people from pursuing them. One the important forms of fear that can affect a person’s performance is the fear of making mistakes. It causes indecisiveness and confusion. For example, whenever I was put into the game during my high school basketball games, I developed the fear of making mistakes, due to the fact that in practice whenever a person make a mistake they have to either run or be substituted for another player. Fear stops people from knowing what they really want. Fear warps people’s whole perception of their life and what they can do to make it better. Fear keeps a person from asking for help when they really need it or benefiting from the emotional support that was offered to them. Fear also keeps them from asserting themselves and persuades them to settle for what they must settle for instead of going after what they really want. To calm their fears, they develop unhealthy habits and behavior problems. Fear often makes them give up just one step short of their goal at hand. Fear keeps people from taking risks.
There are a number of natural herbal and homeopathic remedies that can help with overcoming fears. Fear becomes a problem that needs to be addressed when it turns into anxiety, panic or phobias. Herbs such as Melissa Officinalis, Lavandula Augustifolia, Chamomile and Passiflora Incarnata  and  certain types of marijuana (GO WEED) are just a few examples of a natural approach to overcoming fears by reducing stress, calming the nervous system and relaxing a fearful mind. Many natural remedies for fear and anxiety combine a number of calming herbs to achieve the best results for overcoming fears and addressing all the different symptoms of a panicked response. The most affective and best way to achieve your goals while dealing with fear is to face your fear with positive fear. For example, even though I was scared and nervous when I was put into the game, I used it to my advantage.  What I did was, I took my fear of making mistakes and I turned them into anger motivation. I got angry at the fact that I become nervous and scared, so I used my anger to developed an “attack mode” to whereas though I played with anger and attacked the rim with no fear at all.
In conclusion, I feel that in order to still achieve your goals while dealing with fear, people have to use their fear and turn it into what I call “positive fear”. By which this type of fear is used to the person’s own advantage, and can be used to ultimately defeat all kinds of fear. Thus, making the person that was first tormented by fear, into some who is so full of bravery and valor that they have become fearless. After all, fear is a mind killer………….

 Chuck Dueces
@Truality_Radio
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Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Blanket Statements Don't Cover Everybody


By now, everyone who knows me, understands that social media will somehow work its way into our conversation. Let face it. That’s where most of my peers are confessing or professing, offending or defending, whatever it is that they think or believe. Social media is an outlet used by many to express anything—#nofilter.

Our opinions are based off of experiences we have had, and those experiences help us form thoughts and beliefs about what is “true” in this world. Facts cannot be disputed i.e. If I let go of a pen, it falls to the ground because of gravity. Opinions on the other hand are different. i.e. Black is the best color for a truck. Yes, you and I are both entitled to our opinion, but those opinions cannot and should not be applied to everyone and everything you know. There is a certain kind of opinion that I want to address and those are blanket statements.

On my timelines, whether Facebook, Twitter and even Instagram, I see statements about women and men, black and white, dark skinned and light skinned, and the list goes on and on. I cannot believe (but really, I can) that general opinionated statements are still said and affirmed by all. Mostly because the statements are true (to some degree) and good for a laugh. However, are we not always professing that we want to be different and that we should appreciate those differences about one another? Unfortunately, the exact opposite is occurring far too often.

Elise, give us some examples.

Well, I’m so glad you asked.

One of the tweets that prompted this post was a statement by a friend of mine via Twitter who said: “It’s like females in sports. They cheer for the popular team or the reigning champions.” Well first of all, it would be “like females and sports”…just saying. Anyway, there are some females who only watch The Heat because of LeBron James’ smile or DWade’s jawline. But what about the girls who are die-hard fans?! What about the girl who has NBA-TV just to make sure she doesn’t miss a game, has the SportsCenter App. on her phone to get all the latest updates, and could be on First Take tomorrow with Skip and Stephen A. talking like any other seasoned sports analyst? If I know a few girls who can fall into the category, then surely some fellas can say the same. It seems unfair, bias, and stereotypical for anyone, male or female, to say such a thing.

Posts that are clogging Instagram feeds everywhere: “Bitches be like…” and “Niggas be like…” Once again, there is truth behind these phrases and to some degree they are also funny. Although, I also find them to be mostly degrading. The phrases are usually pointing out peoples contradictory actions. For example, a guy will post: a picture of a young woman droppin’ it like it’s hot on Saturday night and then, Sunday morning #churchflow. No, I do not condone a woman dancing in a vulgar manner, but God loves her just as much as He loves you and I. At the same time, guys act like they are not doing the same thing. She was dancing with somebody, wasn’t she?

I am so amazed at how much time we take out of our day to tear each other down, instead of building one another up. It some weird way pointing out each others contradicting actions is a good thing because we are setting a certain standard. It’s just funny to me because usually those publicly holding the standard, have very few [standards] themselves, but he or she believes everyone else should have them. Or better yet, he or she could be seen out doing the same thing or worse. Isn’t that called a double standard?

Before you clump everyone into one general idea, think again! We were all created by the same hands, but He made all us one thing: different.
-Epiphane


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Pro-Black Backlash (Part Two)

It's amazing to me that some folks think they can change the world by only dealing with racism and prejudice, especially so-called "pro black", "Afrocentric", "Black Nationalist" groups.  It's interesting to me that here in Pittsburgh, a lot of them will talk about Bush, Rick Santorum, Dick Cheney, Ed Rendell, "The White Man", "The System", but won't talk about the relationship issues they're going through, the addictions some have, the loneliness some of them feel, the posters of little Black girls missing that are posted in every "hood", almost every other week, the domestic violence going on in some of our (and their) homes, the false hugs and handshakes we extend to one another under the guise of being unified and righteous (but, most of us don't even LIKE each other), the sleeping around that some of us do with each other, the infidelity, the drug use by some of us...I'm tired of hearing us sounding like VICTIMS, blaming everybody but never taking responsibility for our own contribution to our problems.  Some of our problems are SELF INFLICTED.  Until we go within, we will go without.
Some say, well, the reason we tend to express so much about The White Man is because he is the catalyst to all our problems.  Well, a catalyst is "something that incites activity"...I guess in the context that most use the word, they're saying that "The White Man" is the one who incited the activity of separation amongst Africans and the descendants, here in America and abroad (in the form of violence, murder, rape, etc.).  I don't agree with that assessment.  I think Black people have created a lie about ourselves that we believed so long that we now believe it to be true.  I also think it's a belief we created in order to not confront our own mistakes against ourselves and blame someone else.  The lie is that we were all living peacefully and unified, in tune with life, harmoniously agreeing with each other, nonviolently until the White Man showed up and divided us up.  We're acting as if the first time there was separation, violence, murder, rape amongst us was when the White Man came along.  That's not true.  We were fighting and killing each other over Gods and Goddesses, land, women, food, minerals, Kings, Queens , and tribes way before The White Man showed up.  We were even enslaving our own before the European slave trade of Africans. 
Now, I do agree, that the Slave trade definitely was unique in experience and has contributed to present day divisions amongst us.  But, it's A contributing factor, not the only one.  Until we tell the whole story and tell the story not as a VICTIM, we will continue to be stuck in the mire of victimization and division.  No one heals by blaming...projecting...pointing the finger at everyone else and never stopping to ask oneself, "How have I contributed to this?" "What part did I play?"  Black people need to be courageous enough to look at Self first, heal self first of the self inflicted wounds we created on ourselves in order to fully respond to wounds created by others...and we have to tell a new story.  The story we've been telling for years has not created any change of lasting substance.  We have to deal with the beliefs that keep having us looking outside ourselves for answers, for blaming, for guidance.  Beliefs create behaviors.  The behaviors exhibited by us won't change until the beliefs that created them change.  We have to become courageous enough to question and challenge beliefs we've been holding on to in order to become more aware of what we've been choosing to announce about ourselves and challenge the beliefs WE created, not only the beliefs of others...namely, "The White Man".  There are beliefs that Black people created (before The White Man showed up) that may still be holding us back.  Just because a religion or culture was created by Black people doesn't automatically make it "righteous". 
That's like when Black politicians come through Pittsburgh and begin campaigning for votes in the "Hood.  There's this belief that we should vote for her or him because they're of the same race.  Please!  I need to know that you have my best interests at heart, I need to know that you're honest, sincere, authentic, organized, transparent, consistent, etc...These qualities transcend petty outward physical characteristics.  If you don't have these qualities, then it would be an inaccurate announcement of myself to vote for you because it doesn't express Who I Am.  Once again, if we don't go within, we'll go without.  Remember, we first look in and then look out...

Thursday, January 10, 2013

New civil trial date set in Jordan Miles' case against Pittsburgh police

New civil trial date set in Jordan Miles' case against Pittsburgh police

January 10, 2013 2:14 pm


Jordan Miles, the Homewood man who claimed three city of Pittsburgh police officers beat him on a frozen night in 2010 on Tioga Street, will get another chance to convince a jury starting July 8.
Last year, a civil trial that spanned July and August resulted in a hung jury on accusations that the police falsely arrested and beat Mr. Miles and exoneration for the officers on a malicious prosecution claim. The new trial will focus only on Mr. Miles' claims of false arrest and excessive force.
Today attorneys for Mr. Miles, the officers and the city of Pittsburgh met in the chambers of U.S. District Chief Judge Gary L. Lancaster and reached agreement on the new trial date.
The city has settled with Mr. Miles and is no longer a defendant but would have to pay any verdict against the officers and has helped fund their defense.
Mr. Miles claimed that city officers Richard Ewing, Michael Saldutte and David Sisak stopped him at night on Jan. 12, 2010, as he walked from his mother's house to his grandmother's house.
He said they did not identify themselves and beat and arrested him. He was then a senior at the Pittsburgh High School for the Creative and Performing Arts and claimed that he subsequently failed to complete college.
The officers told a jury that they saw Mr. Miles acting suspiciously between two houses.
They said that when they identified themselves and tried to question him, he ran.
They mistakenly thought he had a gun and arrested him using only the force necessary, the officers said.
Rich Lord: rlord@post-gazette.com, 412-263-1542 and on Twitter: @richelord.
First Published January 10, 2013 2:13 pm

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Erotic Poetry for the Purely Mature Mind - Hotep

I can be Naughty, or nice, secretive, or explosive. Tame or wild. AND YOU are free to do the same! I was asked what my fantasy was, and it errupted from within me as a poem.

Erotic poetry is necessary in an artistic society because of the gritty cleansing it provides to every human who's ever entertained  such  ideas or participated in postures of passion with another human. We don't talk about sex enough on any level, but it continues to be a serial culprit of heartache, mental illness, and broken homes. It is the vandal across divorce documents and the subliminal motive behind even a PLUMR commercial for cleaning pipes. Sex is nasty and its lovely. It’s sinful and its purifying. Sex has been lied about enough to be told the truth about now. Yes...even now. In some enlightening fantastic poetic expression. Fantastic, meaning fantasy. This piece will be beautiful to read and lovely to imagine. It is erotic, and it is allowed. I recommend everyone to read and comment and write your own fantasy. So that when you’re asked, you will know precisely how you want it to go down.

I decided not to open my eyes to decipher where on this world of mine I had landed.
Naked.
I landed naked and there was a constant breathing breeze fluttering over my body like a protective dove.
From nose tip to toe tip I was cooled and breathing with the breeze
In and out of my relaxed mouth with ease
I hear the trees.
Wishing and Whooshing.
Wishing and wooing me back to sleep. But I’m up.
All of my senses are tingling with anticipation.
Waiting for you my, Debonair Dingo, to happen upon my luscious carcass
Tragedy has struck this mistress in the calmest darkness of morning.
I am docile and I look delicious, my supple bones have collapsed at last
And I am playing dead.
My panting has subsided and I hold my breath
As your mouth of drooling hovering fog observes me.
Your hot puffing is touching the body parts that you desire to devour first.
Your tongue attempts to lap up the silky milk dripping from the islands atop my gelatin breasts.
You push the fatty side and the areola island shifts a little and settles. As you lick me.
The there is a beautiful gap in the small of my back where my spine curves in before meeting my crack
My ass is on the grass.
Green, shining and bending for my bends and my dips and my bends
And curves. I never mind  a finger swirl in a curl around my girl-ish figure.
Mamma earth’s dirty scalp is cold and moist under the follicles of the ripe yard
The harmless blades stick to my thigh to come along for the dream ride I have been on.
All night long
My eyes are closed as you draw nearer to the tender center of my red pink brown wet chakra
As you salivate my clit peeks up and out and stiff because she recognizes your desire.
Kisses you give her stiff kisses as she seeks your approval
You politely introduce you tongue.
Offering small talk around my labia
Ooh my knees are heaven bent and your gift is heaven sent and you
Let me hear you
Sing her
Praises
Making out with your face now
Drenched in her goodness greatness
Making faces as you
Dig a little deeper.
Sucking tender tight flesh as you eat her alive.
In the morning part of the night.
Crickets chirping telling on our ritual
Your labia linguistics have become a ritual
So Spiritual the mental conversation exchanging when you are
Giving me your head.
Lying dead to the world
Deaf to the seashell swirl of mother of pearl
Dripping, seeping out of my squirting ocean
Drag it across my leg like lotion
Making me like me
The most when I just lay there
With my back bare
Eyes wide open fluttering way back there.

Copywritten work by Hotep the Artist

Monday, January 7, 2013

Healthy body for healthy mind and spirit

To prepare for this blog, I decided to do two things: strip naked; and then get on the scales in front of the mirror and take a long, hard look at myself. To begin with I didn’t particularly like what I saw. But then who does? Unless you are Madonna. I could see a 42 year-old female body that had overindulged over the festive period, and had all the associated saddle bags, cellulite and spots to show for it. “God, I look FAT” I thought. Because like an ex-smoker or a former alcoholic, once a dieter, always a dieter and the temptation to fall off the wagon and smash face forward into an all-you-can-eat buffet is but a forkful away.
But then something struck me. I remembered the secret; the golden key; the holy grail of weight loss. I squared my shoulders, turned to face myself and said “You’re not fat…you have a sexy, curvy body. But I enjoy being slimmer. I feel happier and when I’m lighter. And I know exactly how to achieve that. Starting now.”
The fact is that positive thinking and having a positive image of yourself IS the secret to successful weight loss. 100%. There are a million diets out there supporting a multi-billion pound diet industry that rely on our unique ability to fail. Again and again. But it’s not the eating plans that are failing…it’s us. In a recent survey by Special K into how positive thinking can affect weight loss, a staggering 71% of women used the pejorative word “fat” to describe their own body whilst in contrast a mere 34% of them start a diet actually believing they’ll lose any weight at all. By talking to ourselves in a negative way, by denying responsibility for ourselves, and by creating a belief system that presupposes defeat, we set ourselves up to fail. As the presenter of the Channel 4 diet show Secret Eaters, I can pretty much guarantee which contributors will succeed with their weight loss versus those who won’t. It all comes down to the language they use. All our overweight contributors have a face-to-face consultation with an expert dietician and a personalised healthy eating plan that encourages weight loss. Time and again I’ll hear one of those overweight people saying “I’ve tried this before – it’ll never work”. And then I know that for them, it probably won’t, just because they’ve told themselves it won’t.
And it’s not as if I don’t know this myself. For years I’ve struggled with my weight, and I’ve literally tried every diet. I was the reporter for Channel 4’s diet series Supersize v Superskinny and my challenge was to immerse myself in the world of extreme diets and to communicate back the truth. At the time of being asked, I was a little insulted. In my head I was a svelte 9 stone, size 10 stunner – whereas in reality I was a hefty 11st 7lb size 16 porker. Overweight and in complete denial. A fact that only became apparent to me when I agreed to weigh myself on camera, for the first time in seven years. I was devastated. So I threw myself with gusto into the diets I was trialling, which included: The Apple Diet (apples…that’s it. Favoured by supermodels); Diet pills (ditto); the Baby Food Diet (beloved by Hollywood A listers); the Maple Syrup Diet (beloved by Beyonce); the Baked Bean Diet (beloved by no-one); and as a last resort, Liposuction (which went wrong). I was by turns constipated, flatulent, hungry and in pain. And after all this, did I lose any weight? Just a few pounds.
The change came when I went to see Marisa Peer for a session of hypnotherapy. It was while I was under that I quite literally had a ‘lightbulb moment’ – an acknowledgment of where my issues with food began, and the realisation that I didn’t want to be a prisoner to food any longer. Put simply, I made a decision to change.
From that moment on I became mindful of what I was eating, lost two stone in the process, and went on to write a successful diet book. As a healthy 9st 7lb size 12 woman, I can look any overweight person in the eye, tell them that I understand what they’re going through and point them in the direction for change. And it all starts with the mind and trying to focus on positive feelings with losing weight.
Here’s how to succeed:
Take responsibility for yourself. No-one else is going to lose the weight for you. Identify what type of eater you are. Emotional? Addictive? Bored?
To get into a positive mindset, try a session of hypnosis.
Be mindful. Remove all treats or snacks from your kitchen cupboards or office drawers. Plan your meals to avoid temptation. Keep a food diary. Weigh yourself regularly. Research has shown that these are effective tools for weight loss.
Never eat in front of the TV or computer screen. When distracted, you eat more. Fact.
Go on a calorie controlled, sensible diet. There’s no miracle cure. If you eat less and move more, you lose weight. Simple.

Anna Richardson
@trualityradio
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Hotep's Positivity Flow


When you know you’re the flyest and no one can mess with your flow, your style is impeccable and they already know. Not to give you no trouble cuz your on your way, you are the Master of your destiny giving thanks every day. You aren’t trippin on the trivial back pedaling and such. You’re driven and focused on the present and you don’t worry too much. You throw up a compliment, just to see who its meant for. Somebody says “Thank you" pickin it up off the floor. Emanating good vibes keeping conversation positive, leaving haters behind, and decreasin the gossipin. You walk with head high and keep ya feet on the ground. Sounding sweet as apple pie, never sporting a frown. This is a good day you consciously decided, to be obedient to Self and be spiritually guided. The waves of life have subsided and settled for now. Breathe in possibilities and exhale love now . Folk notice your true essence and feel what you spreadin round. Be a light today and return the blessings you’ve found. 


Hotep

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Only human- Epiphane

You're only human. You don't have to have it together every minute of every day.

I wanted to post a quote on Twitter yesterday morning that would express some of the things on my mind (especially because the first week of the new year is coming to a close) and that one was perfect!

As a woman who knows she is meant to accomplish a lot with the time God has granted her, remembering that 'only human' part is difficult. How am I taking advantage of 'every minute of every day' to ensure my success? Failing sure as hell isn't an option. However, that doesn't mean there won't be tough times and it doesn't mean I'm not going to make mistakes. Those tough times and mistakes made are all part of the story, and most importantly, all happen to make me human.

To be honest, I honestly do try to have it together all the time. My friends and family (who interact/speak with me often) would probably tell you the same. This is true mostly because little ol' me is attempting to be all things to all people, which makes time hard to keep track of. Because I have been doing it for so long, I am pretty good at juggling it all, but that doesn't mean I should. Me time is definitely worked into my schedule (and I believe everyone should have that time to themselves), but I need to disengage more often. For example, no Twitter or Facebook or turning off my phone for a weekend.

This year, I vow to remember I'm human. I'm not perfect--that's God's job, not mine. Yes, stay calm, cool and collected, but also remember that crying and being angry sometimes is okay too. Disengage completely more often than not to keep your sanity. Don't sweat the small stuff or over think every situation and learn to just let things happen.

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Friday, January 4, 2013

Lost in nothingness one may find everything

I was looking at an ancient symbol where a circle had a dot in the middle of it. This dot is the equalized central point from which all things are compared. This the center of truth, the center of the circle or sphere or....(take it to the next dimension)
But once one has reached the center of truth one can realize true lies.

The opposite of love is not hate but devoid of empathy. The absence of all emotion is the opposite to any emotion. One mist be devoid of everything if one would like to realize everything.

There is no hierarchy. Everything is equidistant. If you believe that then you can be the only thing as well because everything is equal. To feel inferior is to believe that something is more important or valued higher than you and you submit to it. How can you submit to something that is equal to you? Only submit to yourself! Any person that tells you to follow them or how to be or behave is putting you into submission whether its politicians or religion or what have you. Only you can show you who you are or how to be.

Don't be confused by different names Jah, God, Allah, Buda, Chrisna, Kuna, Brahma, Logos, Yahweh, Suni Hanza, Jesus or whoever. You are them...or at least you can be. What you become is what you always were. Don't deny yourself.

Denial of anything means that you can accept things that are. Denial of the holy spirit (for those christians, muslims and jews reading this) will send you to hell. The holy spirit resides in your temple which is you, the true you. Don't submit to false idols that the world and man will claim to be god.

God, or whatever name you give it, is inside you. But you don't have to believe me. Im not telling you to follow me or my doctrine or my way. I cant make you do anything. I can only show you a way and if you choose to travel a similar path then...travel light my brothers and sisters and perhaps we will meet again.

-Chuck Dueces
@truality_radio
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Thursday, January 3, 2013

Pro Black Backlash (Part One) by Proppa Ezrakation

I have been a member of various "pro-black" organizations that I joined out of a desire to help end the violence in the Black Community and in my own life.  I felt that so much information was being withheld from us, especially information that could lead to the solving of the problems affecting us on so many levels.  I remember when I "found out'' about Malcolm X from Hip Hop artists in the mid-80's, what some call the "golden age" of Hip Hop due to all the diversity and creativity of that time period.  It was also a time that "conscious" Hip Hop made itself popular.  We were dressing in "red, black, and green" shirts, wearing medallions with the shape of Africa in the middle, rocking Malcolm X hats and saying, "By any means necessary".  Public Enemy, X Clan, Poor Righteous Teachers, Brand Nubian, Queen Latifah, and many others were expressing facts and history in a way that made it all sound cool to know and share.  You can dance to most of the songs while learning about your culture and the world around you that have been trying to keep this knowledge hidden from us.  In an effort to discipline myself around this knowledge, I joined groups that promoted the uplift and development of our community.  I was taught about Egypt, Nubia, "The Fertile Crescent", "The Nile Valley Civilization", The Metu Neter, The laws of Maat, and much more.  As much as I was impressed with what I was learning, I kept feeling like something was missing.  Something was missing that would allow me to feel that what I was learning would allow me to feel complete as a human being. 

I would have moments of clarity when I would have discussions with someone who didn't share my religious beliefs.  I would have moments of unity when I would have discussions with someone who didn't share my racial heritage.  I would have moments of enlightenment when I would have discussions with someone who didn't share my sexual orientation.  In each of those moments, those differences didn't matter as much as what we had in common.  We had a common desire to experience and share peace.  We had a common desire to see everyone healed of the beliefs that have been separating humans for a long, long time.  We might have different ideas about how to accomplish that, but the differences didn't divide us.  Those moments always remind me of something I read in an interview with Neale Donald Walsch, author of the book series, "Conversations With God". He said, "Differences do not mean divisions, and individuality does not mean superiority. But we've confused the two. In an effort to assert our individuality, we assume it’s necessary to assert our superiority. And that is the grandest mistake made in the human experiment." I feel that some of us have learned about our wonderful history and culture with a hint of "superiority".  I think that makes all the knowledge acquired counterproductive.  We cannot produce peace by creating more beliefs that lead to separation.  We became concerned about learning about ourselves because we began to care about passing down knowledge of our past so that we don't and the next generation after us don't go through experiencing ignorance of our race and our contributions to the world.  We desired to be included in the story of the world, and we desired for that story to be told accurately.  So, yes, we came hard at those who we believed were responsible for lying to us, for deceiving us, for veiling truths that could liberate our minds from "mental slavery".  But, I feel in the midst of it, some vital questions weren't answered.  How do you live with someone who is different than you?  How do you cope with the loss of a loved one?  What do you do if you're molested by a family member?  What if you're raised in a heterosexual household, but your feelings lean towards homosexuality?  What do you do if the one who says he loves you, she cares for you, they desire the truth for you, are also the ones who abuses you and others, mentally and/or physically?  How do you respond to betrayal?  How do we deal with our children who run away from home?  It amazes me that we get so fired up to respond to some of the public problems plaguing us, such as street crime and drugs, but we don't get fired up when responding to domestic violence, rape, molestation, suicides, etc.  Why is that?  I think it's because the stories we tell regarding "our people" leave out so much information pertinent to really understanding who they are.  

We are told that our people were "kings and queens".  I was never impressed with this because I knew that some kings and queens were BAD kings and queens.  What about the people who weren't kings and queens?  What about those who were just a part of the tribe and helped clean the homes, the women who found food in the wilderness while holding their babies?  What about the inner issues some of them had to face?  How did they feel about war between tribes?  How did they deal with rape?  How did they deal with infidelity?  What did they teach about self esteem?  Would we agree with them today?  We don't present the information with the intention of presenting an opportunity for critical thinking.  We present it with ulterior motives.  We present it with the intention of making us "feel good" about who we are, what our ancestors did in response to certain situations, and why that makes us "superior".  Superiority implies that someone is inferior.  It implies that someone is "better" than someone else.  The problem this creates is that "better" is the result of competition, the image of you over here or up there and they are over there or down there.  So, as in Pittsburgh, you'll have a few pro-black organizations competing with each other, some feeling better than others because their knowledge is "superior". 

Proppa Ezrakation 
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