Finding yourself: A new years resolution

Change is a necessary. I mean its a process I'm willing to undergo. Im at the point in my life where I'm sick of behaving as i should. Since birth were conditioned to speak the language of everyone around us walk on two legs like everyone else eat like everyone else dress like others do activities that others want to and think like others just on the basis of survival. But we came into this world a completely different person than who we are now. Why did we change and put on these masks to match the rest of the world. Who were we before we were born. We came from somewhere to be alive and well go somewhere after we die.

I want to take of all masks and facades that I've learned to survive in this world and just be a raw natural shard. And to do that i have to let go of a lot of things. Add things that were lost and keep things that were always a part of me. I need to experience life to the fullest so i can become that raw being i was before a was born... I need to be that before i die and go somewhere else and become something else. Thats what is meant by heaven and hell. Heaven is the idea of knowing thyself. Only then can u pass the veil into the other waters. We are currently living in the lower waters under heaven aka hell and we do hellish things. We give up our souls to march in line and be physical mental and spiritual slaves to another.

The true path of righteousness is divesting ourselves of the vices and superfluities of this live so that we can make ourselves like perfect spiritual stones to build a temple not made with hands that last for eternity. That place from when we've come and where we may go when we die. All of that is within and once we have been within we will never feel without because once we are within we can never be without. For once we are within the truth is there is no without.....

I hope that doesn't sound outrageous but I'm a very spiritual person which is part of why people like me and are attracted to me. Ive kept a certain distance from what this world is because i know this isn't where i come from and is also not where I'm going its just where i am. Its so important to know who u truly are all the way on the inside and who u were if u want to know what you'll become. What you become essentially is what you always were in the first place... You just needed to remember. Release expectation and accept everything and let her happiness have a direct proportion to your acceptance and an inverse proportion to your expectation. There is where true peace is. And there is where the true you is.

-Chuck Dueces
@trualityradio
Www.listen2diamond.com 7-9pm Thursdays

Kwaanza what the fuck is that? -Chuck Dueces

Kwaanza is an american negro holiday that was intended to unify us under a common bond. It started in the 60's buy this african professor. Black folks started jumpin on the bandwagon since it was black power time and we didnt want to be like these jive turkeys...... Spike lee hates it. Its based on zulu heritage which ....I'm not..... And it uses swahili terms. The word is really kwanza but they added an a to make seven letters like the days of the holiday. It comparable to chanukah. Just more "black" some say.

I just like the base ideas of the days which are the fruits of good harvest. Today is the first and the fruit should be unity aka umoja. Because we do need to unify as a people. They call us black americans tho the majority of us are brown... Either way the segregate us by shade of skin and we segregate ourselves by tones of shade. Hi yellow house niggas. Dark skin jiggaboo niggas. Uncle toms etc tho end of the day everyone else views us the same. So why cant we view ourselves the same?

Its too hard. Were used to pleasing master. So we act exactly how he wants us to act. Ignorant ratchet and self destructive. We try so hard to be like them with permed hair and clothing. Spending rent to by some shoes made by him and in turn give our money right back to him. We want lexus and mercedes. Caddys and acuras. Polo boots and tims. Stacy adams and shit. We wanna be so much like them we lost ourselves and it funny cause they wanna be so much like us....

-Chuck Dueces

Christmas time is here.....

I want to talk about christmas and origins and allegorical meanings. It seems like many people are completely unaware of what it means to celebrate christmas. There no need to research what one claims to be the most important ritualistic observance of christianity.

The whole idea of christmas like christianity as a whole is paganistic, but if you were to ask your everyday christian they cant explain the meanings behind the allegory of christmas from christ to santa clause. A question was asked of me the other day as to where santa clause came from. I began to explain the purpose and origin like the 12 reindeer representing the 12 major zodiac and Rudolf being ophiscus "the light bringer" aka lucifer that guide santa aka papa noel aka "el" aka saturn and how prepubescent children were sacrificed on altars on what is known as the sabbath of the winter solstice where the sun rests in a neutral spot for 3 days as the world begins to tilt back.

The christmas tree being of pine represents the wood used to build the tabernacles and also where Abram who turned into Abraham was about to sacrifice his prepubescent son to god who was also the god saturn "el"

Well talk more about this tomorrow as we discuss the twelve days of Christmas but i charge u to do some research and let me know what you find and we may discuss your information on Truality Radio. Til then Be one, Be Tru. Be you!!

-Chuck Dueces
@Truality_Radio


Truality Radio 7-9pm Thursdays www.listen2diamond.com

The Co-Hosts of Truality

Chuck Dueces. 

Pay close attention the words by Chuck.He’s an educated deep thinker and speaker, and Creator of Truality Radio. He’s known for saying things like “That cannot be it. There’s no possible way that this is all there is.” With a visionary like this on the team, that limitless mentality will take this show to undiscovered heights. Taking topics from typical water cooler conversation to elevated levels of revelation and enlightenment. He’s never to high up to come down and spit the realness. What this world is really made of. With an open mind and open heart his outlandish soul’s purpose will be achieved through this radical form of outreach. Tune into how the Chucks "redkap" works on Truality Radio Thursdays’ from 7-9p. www.listen2diamond.com

Larry Scott

The Music Master himself. His heart goes out to the artists whose words and melodies touch his soul, and he wants share the experience with you! His hair is locked and committed to honesty and purity in music. He understands the intent of the baseline and musical potential of a slow introduction. He said, you can ask him anything about real music over the last 20 years and he can give his unique analysis. L Scott on the microphone offers knowledge and acute criticism of today’s music and he’s ready to give it to you in a heartbeat. Put him to the test and dare to question his ear, censor of frequencies beyond belief. Listen to him get into character and out of control on Truality Radio Thursdays 7-9pm www.listen2diamond.com

Proppa Ezrakation

Spoken word artist, Actor and Entertainment Guru, Ezra can’t help but rock the mic every time it stares him in the face. He’s been to cities scratched across the map speaking the truth ever since his youth. His knowledge and insights of the human experience are enlighten and inspiring to each of his listeners. His freestyle flow and energetic delivery gives every heart hope of things once considered impossible. To Ezra, music is for story telling and must be passed down to the current and future generations. Feel his passion on the microphone, every Thursday on Truality Radio from 7-9pm EST www.listen2diamond.com

 Hotep the Artist 

She has a voice and message for every ear who just so happens to be tuning into her frequency, at that particular moment in time. She is a spoken word artist, an actress, and a phenomenal mime. She asks questions and addresses topics in a way that will linger in your subconscious for life. Comedic, entertaining, spontaneous, and professional all rolled up into one 720 degree Queen. She’ll make you go Hmmm in more ways than one. Thursdays from 7-9pm with the Truality Crew on Truality Radio www.listen2diamond.com

Mario Browne
This brother got it all thought out. We are listening to Pittsburgh's next business mogul in the making. Listen to the new voice of reason as he breaks down the surface topics and asks the questions that build wisdom and provoke thought. He is a fine entrepreneur and has a suggestion to give anyone with an open mind. See him out and about getting involved and supporting many Pittsburgh endeavors. He's got hook ups, so stay connected. Hear him live, Thursdays from 7-9pm with the Truality Crew on Truality Radio www.listen2diamond.com

Hotep the Artist on Breasts

The blog I'm supposed to write is about expressing my thoughts on a  certain topic in writing. So that the world may view them as a text version of me. What do I feel like writing about today? That makes me shrug my shoulders at the computer screen.

I want to talk about boobs. Yes I feel like talking about titties, because. Look we all have them in one form or another and the media got so many of us fighting the laws of this planet. No fa real. Like we are earthlings down here and the gravity we live by is purposeful and individually different for each one of us. There are pressures and vacuums happening all over earth. So gravity strikes people differently, not to mention genetics and exercise and diet but so what?! For whatever reason many of our breasts decide to go with the flow and hang low. For centuries women have been breaking their backs to pick them up with girdles and bras and straps and wires and elastic daily just to keep them from their doom. Men?! What do men have to do with this ritual? What deity from which celestial body came down and made men want these anti-gravity Victioria's Secret angel titties? Curious enough to try looking at them, fake or real, men and women are drawn and drooling over these wonders of the world. Whether you're a real man or a down to earth girl you find yourself glued to these too!

But naturally. We are relieved to snap of our bra at the end of the day. We feel mentally freer without the bondage of bra straps. But are we redefining free? I was in a relationship where my man did not see me without my bra on if possible. Yes it gets like that. I was freer without him seeing my true form. That was free? I wanted to say Baby mine aren't like the ones on tv and if you don't like what diet and genes and the affects of gravity have had on me, I don't even want to know that you don't approve so I'll just keep hiding their natural hang so that Barbie and I will look more like the same. mmm Mmmm. mmmm That's not right. But I grew up to only look in the mirror and I began to like what they are. I think breasts are great. They are hilarious and divine, and through life they can be redefined as life givers through suction and love tremors through seduction and I love them.

Treat them kindly, because cancer is a thief. And the left one guards your heart even if they are small they are powerful and part of you. you caress and undress and release them to be free. Whenever you decide for them to be.

Truality Radio (Uncensored Truth!)

There's a new culture vibin' in Pittsburgh!!!! It's called Truality Radio. Truality is a Diamond Studios Production dedicated to giving local underground artist a megaphone to be heard all over the world but still remaining TRU! Log onto www.listen2diamond.com on Thursdays 7pm to 9pm EST. Truality wants all upcoming artists to come on the show and be heard. It doesn't matter if you rap, spoken word, singing, make beats have a band or just have some deep thoughts you want to be heard, contact the Truality Crew at trualityradio@gmail.com or tweet them @trualityradio . The movement is on. Are you on one? Truality Radio, Be one, Be you, Be TRU!